everything brixtony

listening to my little nouvelle vagues best of (of which there are three or four on that particular release, i found this seemingly unrelated website of varias cosas via podcast called exit50. i had initiation into fall rites with my first art sales of the season - two succulents in handmade terracotta containers and a scarf. it's been over a year, but i'm finally meeting my neighbors.

is there a word for the feeling of 'overload more than there is time for in many lives compulsion to act, create, do, be, but several avenues all equally exciting and rich'? i went from smooth sailing to too active, too many voices for clarity, in a very short amount of time. even with long-developed coping/time management skills, it's stretched thin, time.

if it felt all too linear and personal, time can be thought from the perspective of the long now foundation , whose long term goal, among others, is to create a clock that will not only last 10,000 years or longer, but be accurate. so little to do with my life. so humbling.