this is exhausting

patience is not what it used to be for me. i can't plow through learning about something so steady-like or go slow and learn a bit at a time. more the over-stimulation and closing in of time. surely so much coffee can not help. so many projects happening at the same time, management, planning. ... . . something concrete? i found a puddle of broken car window in a parking lot, gathered up the squarish blue bits on the way home, and put them around some of my plants out the front door. glamourous, really.